Regrets

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// regrets //
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it's been exactly a year since I keeping love for myself. and it's a lot of time, you know?
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but I've met,
the worst of myself.
I've tasted,
the lowest of the low of my pride.
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I've cried my lungs out
I sang my confusion
and I wrote my regrets
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just to let go of me
and be very very free
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so welcome back, me
now I'm ready to love again
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and by love i mean, proving
and by love i mean, showing
and by love i mean, walking the talking
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like my hero said, "I don't wanna be your friend, I just wanna be your lover"
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yours truly.
Catastrophic Paradigm.