Changes

// changes //

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you know what's ironic ? .
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how everyone kept telling us how to handle bad times but nobody ever teach us how to have fun.
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and my mind is on a loop thinkin' about that. thinkin' about changes. how things are changing. how my life, is changing in a good way.
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like, how i don't get to carry things at the airport now. or, how i used to hide in the bathroom for a space. just to talk to myself. preparing myself in every time.
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but now i get my own room. so that's good. you know, having fun doesn't come naturally to me. i've to learn it; how to juggle it. to find the balance.
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i kept telling myself, "Abid Shobirin do not believe the hype, just stay who you are; there's so many things that are changing. but you can always stay the same." .
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and i want to stay the same.
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i thought you should know that.
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yours truly.
Catastrophic Paradigm.

Regrets

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// regrets //
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it's been exactly a year since I keeping love for myself. and it's a lot of time, you know?
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but I've met,
the worst of myself.
I've tasted,
the lowest of the low of my pride.
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I've cried my lungs out
I sang my confusion
and I wrote my regrets
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just to let go of me
and be very very free
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so welcome back, me
now I'm ready to love again
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and by love i mean, proving
and by love i mean, showing
and by love i mean, walking the talking
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like my hero said, "I don't wanna be your friend, I just wanna be your lover"
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yours truly.
Catastrophic Paradigm.

Walk The Talk

// walking the talking //
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hello friend
it's about time to aligned our perspective
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nama saya Muhammad Fikri Abid Shobirin
born and raised in Magelang, Central Java, Indonesia
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i'm gonna tell you a story now.
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 i'll honest to you. so, if you know, i like being nobody, and i like being empty glass. you know why ? because that allows me to learn new things everytime and i wanted to be that. but, in other hand, i want to be myself too, you know ?
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and after a years, i realized that, the best thing for me is be myself. so i did, i choose to be me. i said to myself, "i am what i am and that's good enough, so don't worry about this"
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so that you know, now i'm already to start my journey,
to walk the talk
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and finally, i invite you to do the same, are you in?
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yours truly.
Catastrophic Paradigm.
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// this story was inspired by Rizky Rahmahadia Pamungkas a.k.a @pamunqkas \\
#walkthetalk

Ruang Sepi, Rindu, dan Dirimu

Tepat saat pendar pagi ini mulai tersingsing
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Kutemui suatu riuh dalam hening. Apakah itu?
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Ia rindu yang menjelma dirimu. Memekak untuk selalu ingin bertemu
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(Evolusi Rindu - Gentakiswara)

Ruang Sendiri Untuk Mengenang yang Telah Pergi

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Kita adalah rangkaian demi rangkaian huruf yang berserakan
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Awalnya kita tersusun rapi hingga melahirkan sebuah kata
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Kemudian, dari kata yang telah terbentuk, kita memantapkan diri untuk menjadi sebuah kalimat yang indah
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Dalam kurun waktu yang tidak begitu lama, ada sebuah majas yang menyelinap diantara kata-kata, sehingga menimbulkan kekacauan makna yang telah bersusah payah membentuk alur hingga membuahkan sebuah cerita
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(Nelangsa - Gentakiswara)

Kita Adalah Sepasang Luka yang Menolak Lupa

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Kita adalah sepasang tinta bagi kertas-kertas yang haus oleh makna
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Kita pernah menari begitu indah di atasnya,
membentuk paragraf-paragraf yang berisi tentang kita
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Kita pernah menjadi prosa yang paling syahdu yang dinantikan semesta
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Kita adalah rangkaian diksi yang menyenandungkan keutuhan
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Namun, Kau tiba-tiba kehabisan tinta keyakinan
memilih mengosongkan lembar terakhir.
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Dan kita berakhir menjadi puisi yang tidak ingin tertuliskan.
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Salam Syahdu,
-S-
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KALA : Kita Adalah Sepasang Luka yang Saling Melupa // Halaman 218 // Syahid Muhammad [Eleftheriawords] & Stefani Bella [Hujan Mimpi] ( @iidmhd & @hujan_mimpi )