Changes

// changes //

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you know what's ironic ? .
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how everyone kept telling us how to handle bad times but nobody ever teach us how to have fun.
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and my mind is on a loop thinkin' about that. thinkin' about changes. how things are changing. how my life, is changing in a good way.
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like, how i don't get to carry things at the airport now. or, how i used to hide in the bathroom for a space. just to talk to myself. preparing myself in every time.
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but now i get my own room. so that's good. you know, having fun doesn't come naturally to me. i've to learn it; how to juggle it. to find the balance.
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i kept telling myself, "Abid Shobirin do not believe the hype, just stay who you are; there's so many things that are changing. but you can always stay the same." .
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and i want to stay the same.
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i thought you should know that.
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yours truly.
Catastrophic Paradigm.